March 2012
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keepinggoddess replied to your post: Happiness
Love and be good yourself. Feed your passions. Do everything from your own inner need and not to please everyone else. Choose to be happy. Then you’ll find it, I promise. Good luck!
Yeah, that’s what I’m striving to do. Thanks for the motivation. It’s much appreciated <3
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Attraction
I wish I could be attracted to some of the guys that are interested in me, but I’m not. A couple of them are really nice dudes, and would probably make awesome boyfriends, but I just don’t feel a connection there. And when I say attraction, I don’t mean solely looks. I mean that undeniable pull towards someone where you can’t resist the chemistry between you. I want that....
oceandepththinker asked: W?
Ask me something.
A. Why my last relationship ended.
B. Favourite band.
C. Who I like and why I like them.
D. Hardest thing I’ve ever been through.
E. My best friend.
F. My favourite movie.
G. Sexual orientation.
H. Do I smoke/drink?
I. Have any tattoos or piercings?
J. What I want to be when I get older.
K. Relationship with my parents.
L. One of my insecurities.
M. Virgin or not?
N. Favourite place to shop at?
O. My eye colour.
P. Why I hate school.
Q. Relationship status as of right now.
R. Favourite song at the moment.
S. A random fact about myself.
T. Age I get mistaken for.
U. Where I want to be right now.
V. Last time I cried.
W. Concerts I’ve been to.
X. What would you do if (…)?
Y. Do you want to go to college.
Z. How are you?
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Happiness
I wish I could figure out what makes me happy. I feel like lately I’ve just been going through the motions, doing things I think I should be doing, fantasizing about being with someone that I think I should be with, etc. Basically just a whole bunch of fucking “shoulds” that I thought would bring me happiness. Don’t get me wrong, I genuinely love and appreciate everything...
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So...
Most of you folks probably don’t care but…
I realized I haven’t posted much personal stuff on here lately. Maybe I should get back to doing that…
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“we are all human beings capable of goodness, of love, of pain, of broken hearts...”
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You’re weird, I like you.
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I'm done pretending
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“Any person who has to work hard at loving me, shouldn’t.”
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“Happiness is the intersection between want you want and what you need. The point...”
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The great thing about being single is that when I...
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saltehmix started following you
Thanks love <3
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keepinggoddess replied to your photo
this is so cute! You look so happy!
Thank you! I was pretty happy that day :D
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steezymcsteelo replied to your photo: Middle Finger to the WORLD
I knew you were cute, but this is sexy like shit. :o
haha thanks love <3
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It's Complicated
This is the biggest disaster. Thought I had mastered the art of hidden desires, captured the skill of masking attraction. So then why does this infatuation burn so? Smiles frozen on my face, butterflies settling ever so in place, resting in the pit of my stomach. Heart plummeting further with each day that passes, with every conversation that lasts beyond the break of the sun. Told myself I...
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Infection
Fatal desires inspire my heart, passion spiraling out of control, boldly lust brushes across my soul, feeding my insides with yearning that sears through my spine. Blindsided by a wave of emotion fueled by tender devotion enticing my mind and spirit. Infatuation creating devastation in its path as its wrath plagues my essence of being. Disgraced at my willingness, an eager servant to LOVE and its...
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Self-Control
Hand over mouth, pillow over eyes, holding in shallow gasps for air, attempting to silence her cries. She refuses to allow this confusion to obtain retribution on her mind. Sorrows refined, sadness hidden, for showing any signs of distress is forbidden. All animosity concealed, feelings of anxiety and apprehension is prohibited, and cannot be revealed. Fighting sensitivity as this girl has the...
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Broken Emotions
Confused, mentally abused as I refuse to believe that this is happening to me. How can this be? I actually started believing that I could be happy. But of course happiness is just a figure of my imagination, an imitating me, giggling and laughing, thrilled that there in no longer a we, only you and I as I cry wondering where is all came from, trying to decide if I’m stupid or just plain dumb...
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Poetry
I found a bunch of old poetry of mine. So beware, you are about be be spammed.
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Let It Be
I need to stop stressing so much over shit I can’t control. I so badly wish that I could say FUCK IT and put things out of mind. But I care too fucking much about the future and how it all ends, and it’s starting to impact my ability to enjoy all the greatness I’m surrounded by at this present moment.
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Some people don’t miss a good thing until it’s gone. It takes losing someone to realize that person’s worth. But there are those others, that no matter what you try, they’ll never realize how much of a good thing you are and it’s just better for you if you’re gone. The tricky part is determining who’s worth going back for once you’ve decided to walk...
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“I work all the time. I don’t know how not to work. I’m not...”
– Maya Angelou
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Life
Having the perfect life doesn’t make your life perfect. You could have the greatest life ahead of you but if it’s not the life you want to live then what’s the point? There’s not much value in that.
